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| Sunday, August 23rd, 2009 | | 11:01 am |
reinvention
Im no longer covered in piercings anymore, and i love my user name, i made it at a time when i was covered in piercings and loving a remake of the Lita Ford song Kiss Me Deadly by the group Reel Big Fish(RBF) However,I want a new name. Any one have any suggestions? I want something the describes me, or is funny, cute or catchy since most of you all dont know me all that great outside of here. here is a link to the song i was talking about abive, ignore the video, but listen to the song its good: http://www.dailymotion.com/video/x145t5_amv-flcl-reel-big-fish-kiss-me-dea_fun | | Thursday, August 6th, 2009 | | 11:15 pm |
| | Monday, June 22nd, 2009 | | 6:04 pm |
slowly
Its killing me to know that Matt is sitting a hospital room watching his father die. Hes been in the hospice center for 7 days now. I'm thankful beyond words that he didn't pass away yesterday with it being Fathers Day. I have to wonder if this will be harder for them then his death. | | Tuesday, June 16th, 2009 | | 6:27 pm |
| | Friday, June 12th, 2009 | | 6:19 pm |
| | Saturday, May 30th, 2009 | | 12:24 pm |
| | Tuesday, May 26th, 2009 | | 4:41 pm |
Out damn spot out!
The cyst they removed from my breast turned out to be nothing to worry about. Whew! | | Sunday, May 17th, 2009 | | 11:20 pm |
| | Saturday, May 16th, 2009 | | 4:50 pm |
long update
Well lets get you all up to speed. I turned 30 back in April. *Groans* But honestly it wasnt as bad I as I thought it would, failing health and all. We had my Old peoples party that was Golden Corral for dinner and then Bingo. Some family came up from TN, and several friends came as well, from LJ alone we had: ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) blookum & her husband dj_sdot orusa13 & his girlfriend, pushmearound & her husband mairondil, and of course my family like my mom and brother. I doubt any one else will ever play bingo with me again. Matt bought me a car. Its not a new car, but its my car, and it gets me around, sometimes. We have had issues with the gas tank thats why im not out cruising the world this weekend. I had one of the cysts removed from my breasts this week and I find out on the 20th what it is. Hope its just a cyst, and nothing more. Im on the waiting list for my gallbladder, and my foot, but still no word as to when anything will happen next with that. I bought pushmearound fish tank that I had been harassing her for, and now I have fish. They are my new joy and constant worry, but damn they are such a stress relief for me. Of all of them I probably enjoy the snails the most. I think i finally have Matt talked into a second child, but its something that were not going to start trying for till after January of this next year. We will have the cars paid off, and be completely debt free excluding the house and monthly expenses. He paid everything off of his credit report and all outstanding bills, and credit cards, which cut us short this last month, but in the long run we do save money from doing so. Which brings us to Matts work, he got his old route back(hes a mailman) but his boss had a hysterectomy & quit smoking the week they all went back on their old routes, and so shes a bigger bitch than his last boss who they both have a mutal hate for. They have pretty much cut all overtime so thats another reason he was rushing to get the debts paid in such a short time. Cash is growing like a weed, and I have already started planning his birthday party because we are now just 4 months away form him being 2. Where in the hell did all this time go? He has a decent size vocabulary, he can say Dad, and all forms of that, Nana, and Ma, and 'ish(fish) and Kit Kak(kitty cat) and 'og(dog) and Eat, and cup(short for get me something to drink woman) hi & bye, and nite nite, and ertle(turtle; which you can find here: www.amazon.com/Cloud-Twilight-Turtle-Constellation-Night/dp/B000BNQC58 and i think every one should have one). He can also say 'hank do(thank you) & 'elcome(welcome). I know there are more, but this is more for my record than anything. Matts dad has been in and out of the hospital for stuff, and they have put his chemo on hold for a bit, maybe he will get to start back on round 7 next week if he is over the pneumonia. Thats about it for my "exciting" life. Sorry nothing super juicy, There is some shit with my brother which i will go into more detail about in another entry when im more calm and can talk about with some rational thought. Hope you all are well, and and special thank you to destinymanifest for her birthday wishes and to let her know that there are some catty bitches over in p101, and to just ignore them, cause I myself have considered leaving that community on several occasions cause of them. Current Mood:  bitchyCurrent Music: Gnarlys Barkley - Crazy | | Tuesday, March 17th, 2009 | | 4:54 pm |
| | Saturday, February 14th, 2009 | | 12:05 am |
| | Tuesday, February 10th, 2009 | | 11:02 am |
| | Monday, January 19th, 2009 | | 10:57 pm |
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...update damn cookies update must have new journal entries to read must stay off of TMC | | Friday, January 16th, 2009 | | 1:53 am |
wheres my prunes
So the big 3-0 that is rapidly approaching, its inching closer every day, were at like 2.5 months away here. I have a hairline fracture in my foot or so the ER doc thinks. They gave me a boot and it felt pretty good until today(this broken realization happened Sunday). Today made me realize that my themed birthday party wont be happening. No skate party. No 30 going on 13. Yes i named my party. Since skating seems like a high risk activity at this point, Ive decided were going to go play BINGO instead. No joking. B-i-n-g-o! | | Sunday, January 4th, 2009 | | 11:41 am |
now my throat hurts but i feel better
I just yelled at Matt at the top of my lungs, I was even throwing things I was so fucking mad. I let him know how his excuse of I don't know what I'm doing is no longer tolerable when it comes to Cash. Our son is almost 16 months old if you don't know to take a nice tone as opposed to the asshole tone you just took with him, to him when you first come up on him throwing a fit then you don't deserve for me to talk nice to you either. Its decided this is the year where I take my life back from him. He never asked it of me or expected it of me, however I changed myself in hopes it would make me a better person, while it changed parts of me that looking back I think would have progressed anyways, I am not who I use to be, and I don't like it. From what I have found of old me says to you all: FUCK the WORLD! Current Mood:  accomplished | | Friday, January 2nd, 2009 | | 4:08 pm |
this thing on?
Why does it feel like noone is listening to me? Oh yeah, thats right im not saying anything worth hearing these days. I miss old me. Old me would mock current me, but only because I have not even a taste of passion in my life. BTW were turning 30 in 4 months and I can already see how bad im stumbing on those words. 30. I was just 20. Fuck i was 25. I feel 45. Current Music: I will buy you a new life - Everclear | | Monday, December 22nd, 2008 | | 3:12 am |
2 years ago today was such a big day...
Lets start with the fact that I am no longer on probation bitches, every one that I've had to restrain myself in fear of violating my probation better watch themselves! No seriously I got pulled over Decemeber 18, 2006 for going 35 in a 25 and was given the gracious news that I was driving on a suspended license. Did you know that is an arrestable offense? I had to do my night in the pokey and was give 2 count them not 1 but 2 MF years of misdemeanor probation that if i violated I'd have to do 30 days. No joke. No shit. PLUS where I was on this when I got arrested for the store shit it added to my bail. GAH. But its all over now, and i can go back to runnin' my mouth. So after my first probation officer meeting these are the rules rigmarole I left there and went and meet this AWESOME guy named Matt, you know that guy that knocked my up with my son, the guy who even though he doesnt show it to me the way I would like but he really must love me to put up with me and all my crazy. The guy i live with. Yeah two years. GAH. Who would have thought that little ol' me would settle down with Mr. I Have a routine blah blah. HAHA. I should have been in bed hours ago. And TOTO what an awesome band how did I let these guys be forgotten. Current Mood:  awakeCurrent Music: Toto - Africa | | Thursday, December 18th, 2008 | | 11:27 am |
hound
Well its official, I've taken up drinking again. Im ok if its not in the house, but if its here, I have to have it till its all gone. Once its been out of the house for about 24 hours Im good again, but god forbid it come back in here. Like I've almost drank a 12 pack in 36 hours. BTW, im talking about Pepsi... gimme gimme gimme | | Wednesday, December 17th, 2008 | | 9:00 pm |
brought to you in part from the monsters in my head
Ive been thinking alot about if I was going to call the bastard I call my father for Christmas this year. And the answer is no. I feel like I only call him close to birthday or christmas's. I didnt even call him for Thanksgiving this year and i called him they day after Fathers just to say hey(no happy fathers day there. He didnt show for Cashs party but came to my house afterwards, he missed a hell of a party what other 1 year old had a pirate party huh. Is this because of Codey, i have no idea. My entire life I have questioned if my father loved me or cared for me, and now appraoching my 30th year on the planet I have put together the pieces of that answer and its no. I have been flooded with pictures of my childhood today, and I cant think of a single Christmas from him/with him till I was 15, it was the month before Codey was born. Noone knew I was pregnant. He got me my first Harry Connick Jr CD, at least the man brought some good into my life. I really miss Codey. I think of how much fun Matt & I have wreStling with Cash before bed & how Codey would be doing this alot if he were here. On a chipper note this is the first year that has felt like Christmas in many many years. We broke as hell but i couldnt be happier due to Cash. I have this urge to string popcorn to adorn the tree with. How ghetto is that? | | Thursday, December 11th, 2008 | | 10:18 pm |
yeah, so take that bullet & bite it
There comes a point in your life when you realize
who matters,
who never did,
who won't anymore...
and who always will.
So, don't worry about people from your past,
there's a reason why they didn't make it to your future |
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